What is my next step.?

Today is Friday & has past the nite of Bai Tian Goong. Today is the day of backing to real life,no more doubt. What shud i do next in my life.? I have been wondering since i came to this industry but how come I manage to survive for 5 years & there is nothing viable has proven me to stay. One of my best friend told me to leave 2 years but but i did not make my decision until few days before Chinese New Year something trigger my mind that i have stand firm or else life will me meaningless for me. Life is full with uncertainty & if a person still stay at the point it means you are moving behind.

I should stay along with my current achievement rather with my ownself sacrifice with my own support.

THIS IS THE TIME TO STAY AWAY FROM SOMEONE.